It has finally set in. I miss Lydia like crazy! I had a full day at school today - my second full day in a row. I missed her so much at lunch time and was so tempted to just ditch and go home. I sucked it up though, and stayed. I had an anterior composite restoration I agreed to do during the afternoon session, so I thought I better stay. I left school around 4:00 and didn't get home until 6:00. It was a really long day and I couldn't wait to see my little girl. I held her all night long. I didn't want to put her down. DH asked me if I wanted him to get her in her PJs and change her diaper for bed and all I wanted to do was snuggle her. I'm so glad it is the weekend and I can spend the next two days with her. It might have killed me if I had to leave her again tomorrow morning. All I have to say is, this program BETTER be worth it! I feel like I am missing so much of her life being gone all day.
All that said, I am still glad I went back. I really do love dentistry and treating patients. I did my first restoration on a patient today and I'm excited for the many more to follow.
Next week, Bean is going to hang out at grandma's Monday, Wednesday and Friday...those will be long days as I will be driving NW for 30 min to drop her off and then taking the Northstar to Minneapolis - then taking the Northstar back North and then driving south again back home. Lots of travel, but it is the most economical and probably least time consuming way to do it. It should be interesting.
I wish I had new pictures to post, but I haven't seen Miss Lydia enough to take new ones :-\
Oh! And one last thing...I have to give myself a quick pat on the back. I haven't bought anything besides groceries in the past 2 weeks (I think)! Gooooooo me! I feel like I'm in shoppers rehab! Ha!
2 weeks!! I'm impressed, I can't say the same - though I wish I could!! Your program will be worth it, I promise :) You'll be glad that you have that when Lydia goes off to school in a few years!! In the meantime, she's a lucky daughter :)
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